Small rituals keep her grounded – a few deep breaths during a hectic day, a reminder that not everything demands an immediate response. “As a founder and also as a mother, there are many moments when emotions can feel very big,” she said. “I’ve learned that not every emotion needs to become a decision.”
BEAUTY AS SELF-ACCEPTANCE
Perhaps the deepest shift has been in how Leelahongjudha understands beauty itself. When she was younger, she said, it felt like exploration – trying different things while figuring out what felt like her. “It taught me that beauty is not one fixed standard, and there is no single version of beauty that fits everyone.”
Today, it feels more like alignment. Rather than chasing trends, she focuses on feeling at ease in her own skin. In an age saturated with filters and shifting ideals, she returns to a simple question: Does this make her feel more like herself, or further away?
“Being kind and authentic means letting go of beauty standards that don’t belong to me,” she said.
That same sentiment is, she hopes, what people experience when they use Sudtana. “If someone finishes their shower or self-care routine feeling a little more present, a little more peaceful and a little more connected to themselves and to nature,” she said, “then I feel we have done what we set out to do.”

